I had questioned myself if I wanted to post about losing my best friend, a wife and a wonderful mother to Madison (our little girl) on my wedding blog. Someone who has been in my life for so very long and we had just celebrated our 14th year wedding anniversary on February 1, 2012. Those who knew her knew how large her heart was and would do anything for anyone without question. She would never look for something in return, she was just like that and that was one of the many many things that I loved about her. I can tell you this, it has been very hard on me as I am sure it would with anyone else that lost a spouse or close love one and the road of healing for Madison and I is still a very long one ahead. There are so many things that most of us take advantage of and this sort of thing could happen to anyone at anytime and I was one of those people. I wish I could have another hug from her and not let go for a long time, a kiss that was more passionate, tell her how much I really still love her and how much she was a part of my life that I could not do without, not just the random words most of us say as we walk out the door to go to work like some of us do and never think that could be the last time you see or speak to one another. I could fill this blog up with so many special times we had together and shared together and how funny she was, she made everyone around smile and laugh out loud with some of the things she would say. Amy was 5′ nothing and I was 6’4″ and we did not look like a couple, but we were, and not a day will go by that I won’t think about her and remember all the good times we had and how much she loved Madison and I…. She was just one that was happy doing simple things together as a family.
There is such a long list of people to thank who were there in our time of need. I found it very important for me as well as Madison to be able to look back and document this sad day for many of my own personal reasons as well as her’s and without Eleise Theuer, Justin Hankins and especially David Schwartz Photography, without you guys and your amazing talents I would not have had these photographs, I owe you all a large debt of gratitude for doing this for our family.
Amy (Aim) we miss you, Madison and I always walk out the front door of the house kiss our hand and toss the kiss to the sky for you sweetheart…. We both love you and miss you a lot…
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